New chapter

As everyone gets ready to go back to school tomorrow I will not be, I am starting a new chapter in my life of the real world. Instead of going to class and stressing about when tests and papers are due I am going to be stressing about what car to give to which customer and who to pick up next. Not only will I be worrying about that but also what path to take after this crazy job. Do I continue to pursue boarder patrol or do I find something else and take a completly different way to go. I think the hardest part about this is going at it alone. I am on unfamiliar ground I have had a friend for many of years and as of this week I have had to say good bye to him in order to keep my sanity and for him to grow and find himself. It hurts to say good bye to someone you love but I guess in the long run it is for the best but I just dont see it yet or if I ever will. Heartbreak is a hard path to go down and I hope that after this I dont ever have to go through it again. I think now I am just venting and writing thoughts down as I go. Wow this really sucks and I hate being alone and on unfamiliar ground I cant wait till I mend and feel myslef again. That will be a great day. Not only that but knowing where I am supposed to go with my life and my purpose for being here. I cant wait for happiness to come my way......